Blessings On My BIG Girl Day

The moment I heard Mom's voice over the phone, wishing me "Happy Birthday sweetheart". I bursted into tears. I could not help myself to stop crying. None of my family members called me just yet. Have the forgetten me. I always be the one, to alert them on other's sibling birthday. So none of us missed celebrating the joy together. Now everthing just completely unknown. "Why did you late to wish me, Mom? It is already noon. Have you forgotten me?" "Sweetheart, my phone run out of credit. I am at the mall now-top up credit. You are the first person I call today" I could hear vividly that she cried too. Being the only witness, Sayang consoled me to be realistic in making conclusion. Oh silly me. Being too emotional and alleviate the anger to my angelic mom. Guilty feelings started hunting me. I returned her call to appologize. Accepting the faith in redha.

Later, all the gloomy mood transformed to sunshine and rainbow. Magically,  I received a lot of phone calls and texts, even got surprised birthday cake during check out from the hotel (Did I mention, I had been sponsored for 1 night stay at a hotel located in the heart of KL as our wedding gift, and cleverly I redeemed it on my birthday?), even FREE cheese cake cuppies at The Loaf (terms and conditions applied) and most importantly, quality time togetherness with Sayang.

On my birthday, hard lesson learnt. How little we thank Allah for the blessings He has bestowed upon us!!

Bon Voyage 2010

Oh, another year is approachhing. I just noticed by few minutes only I am getting additional candle light (in couple of weeks) on my one tier cheese cake/yummy-nice-looking cuppies.

Quick wrap up. Year 2010 has been a remarkable yet fruity year for me. From bitter cup of coffee to yummy Pralines `n Cream ice cream. Plenty of joys and rahmat from Allah swt to be thankful enough.

Alhamdulillah. I have been thinking what a better way to kiss 2010 goodbye. And yes, my "I do" moments remain priceless. Goodbye 2010!!!

Overlooked swimming pool

The centerpiece and entry way

The wedding favors

The center stage 

The masterpiece

Mom and Daughter

The wedding cake

The bride and groom 

All I Need Is DOA...

Some says; spare your time together with your partner before resorted having a baby. I was like….. mmmmmm…. Smile. Some says; start a complete family portrait right away because your estrogen has limited life span. I was still….. mmmm.. Smile. Both are equally true depending on how u weigh it. Current condition does infuse part of your decision making in planning a family. Really true. Everyone I loved keep calculating my period calendar after our blissful wedding. Our marriage almost 7 months now. Sometimes they are making me paranoid with question like - Is there any goodnews yet?. Huh. I know I should not. Should overcome it wisely. See the other side of coins. I can see they are together in our adventure. Bubbles of love. They pray hard and provide useful tips in getting pregnant. Even mom started searching in Al-Quran finding suitable Doa for us. As for me, part of me really want to have a biological baby right away. Part of me having dilemmas like can I hold a fragile baby gently. I scared to hold baby and looking him crying really pinch me sometimes. Can I wake up in the middle of the night to lullaby him. Common fears I guess. I remember one time, when Sayang and I were on bed, we did talk about kid matters casually. About raising kids, having our biological kids to kids adoption.  "What if, we are not bless with having our own biological kid, will you consider adoption?", he says. I felt ultimately sad. Deep down my heart, I hesitate to think that far. I realized I need to pray harder and let my Doa been answered. Also switch off the light more often. *Wink*

So long Blogging World?

Hi Lovies,

These few couple of months, (if u noticed, please say yes) I have been hibernating myself from you.
Major transition had took place which demanded me to temporarily say so long to you.
No worries Lovies, today I have guts to compromise the commitment and sharing my life with you that...... (drum rolls please!!!!)

I am now officially married to Sayang.
Alhamdulillah, syukran.

Thank you Allah, for matching me with him.
I love being around him and his family.
No prejudice, feel so welcome.

The wedding is over. The memories remain forever and priceless. 

~Butterflies in My Stomach~

~The Engagement Ring. Oh yes, engagement and solemnization on the same day~

~Marriage Register: Look behind, is she your BTB? Sayang: *Blushing*~

  

~Hooray time.....~

~With my new parents... Love them~

~She is my strengh. Without her I doubt I could embrace the wedding-prep-tension. May Allah swt bless Mama always~

~Familia potrait~

Stress = Sad :(

Hi Lovies,

How to control stress?

I am stressfull...
I am Hungry...
I am craving for a new work perspective...
I am missing my freinds...
I am getting married but with no date yet...
I am spying on a new electronic gadget with not enough coins... (erk.. can I call this stress? lol)

Phewww!!!! It was Close.....

Hi Lovies..

I was OTW to the office using unusual road this morning...
While ogling at digital clock (Already 9.05am OMG I am late)

I heard BANGGGG!!!! Loud indeed.....
Turned my head back, I saw crashed Satria Neo car upside down hitting the Pajero car next to mine...

Inertia.. The pajero was only inches away from me...

I was shaking the whole body....
Trembling I praised Allah S.W.T....

The driver of Pajero acted quickly pulling his car back to his lane giving me way to escape...
I accelerated...

It happened sooo fast...

I looked at the reflection (mirror)...
Huge gap between me and the scene...
What happened next I just do not know.....
I am hoping whoever inside the satria Neo is save...

It reminds me something....
I am just plain lucky....
That I am still alive...

Excape

Hi lovies. It's been awhile i've been invisible from blogging world.. (did anyone notice it lol)
Buzy juggling with work load and personal life..

Oh... I want my life back.. just plain happily..

Dawning Of New Year

I am thrilled to celebrate new year...
Tonight we are planning to have BBQ while watching fireworks at my aunt's house
My sweetheart mama will be there.... Awww....

Time's up... I shall be leaving....
Hate to be caught in traffic jam....

Sayonara 2009....

Thanks Allah s.w.t for blessing me with good health, unconditional loves and prosperity.....
Syukran....

It's Not Mine

Mix of feelings...
I have just been offered a tix to watch High School Musical Summer Celebration at Plenary Hall tonight at 8pm by my company...
I was like .... What... tonight at 8pm??
and they offering the tix at 7.45pm...
grrr.... sigh...

Well dearies...
I know the distance between BTS and KLCC is not that far...
I can go if I want to...
With careful thinking...
I decided........
The tix does not belong to me...
I should go home now...
I know Someone is missing my presence...

Who Doesn't Like Cuppies????

Cuppies are really IN thing nowadays...

I got to learn how to make delicious cuppies from mamanah......

If you like our cuppies ... feel free to drop your order below... lol.... I am just kidding

~Choc walnut with dairy milk topping~

~Choc walnut with white and choc Chip topping~

~My handsome cousins: Shamil and Faiz are decorating the cuppies~

~Carrot Walnut with no topping still yummy........~

(Bet it will be finger licking good if we put cream cheese with lemon zest)